Wednesday, March 23, 2005

been a while

So...um...yeah. I'm not sure what to put here. I have yet to quiet the noise in my head to a level acceptable enough to write something coherent.

I try playing music really loud. It helps, but not for long. I try reading, but the noise is so loud I can't comprehend the author's words. Watching a movie works for only as long as the movie is playing. Silence is the worst. That's when the sound of nothing has free rein; nothing to drown it out.

All this white noise in my head is driving me, if possible, even more insane than I already am.

dreamer

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